there is a line from a soccer manga that I don't understand. I get what it means, literally, but it's so randomly placed that I wonder if this is an idiom or if I might be missing some context or something because I don't get it at all. This is a guy (Suzuki), the team captain, thinking to himself and reflecting after giving a very sloppy speech. He first says "伝えたいことは いつも言葉にならない, 真実はずっと心の中にばかりある, 俺は "
These I get. But then he says the following and I've been trying to understand but to no avail. As I said, I understand it word by word, but I was wondering, is this an idiom or something? Am I missing something?
(Line 1) 御輿の上のあれなんだろう
For context, the following lines say this: (Line 2) キャプテンにしてもらっていたのだ,この学校の鈴木にしてもらったのだ
Would you please help me understand this sentence? I'd really appreciate any help!