Is this "being able to" or "passive" られる here?
僕も楽しみに待っていられるようなものが何かなくちゃ…
I think the part that i struggle the most with, is
楽しみに待っていられる
Don't they have the same meaning? "looking forward to"?
I understand so far : "I, also, to be able to look forward i have to have something to do to look forward" ??
with "何かなくちゃ" meaning : " to have something i have to do"?
But i'm afraid i'm making a mistake here, is he trying to say that he "Need something to look forward to" ? but by "doing something"?
Thanks in advance !